Putting myself first is hard

I am very lucky that I have such amazing friends.
I have had to cancel out on 2 events I was planning on 2 different Saturdays because of weather and scheduling conflicts but also from being still in the middle of a flare up and the overwhelming response has been “It’s OK please take care of yourself”

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The hardest thing for me lately is putting my needs healthwise 1st without guilt. The thing is I have to.  Today has been frustrating because it has been 90% recovery time and I haven’t had the energy to do more because I did so much Tuesday.

I love being social, I love throwing events and by this time last year I had probably successfully hosted over half a dozen parties or picnics and this year we had like 1 at my house.
I hope I can still manage to at least make my presence known at friend’s events since I love helping out

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