Resenting the holidays

Listening to this and motivating to go to the gym, something has to help this crappy feeling, holidays don’t generally bug me but I think it will be a while before they don’t make me depressed about grandma and resenting them for all the temptation food wise and the fact I keep blowing it.
I feel like I am failing left and right, I keep screwing up my diet (daily healthy eating goals) I am depressed, still feel sick and I can’t get motivated to organize my bedroom and at this point it is pretty much all my stuff, same for the house and the kitchen organizing.  I suck with money and we owe so much on the electric bill I have a panic attack every time I think about it and I can’t stop thinking about it.

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